Confession

I'm a tad bit of a

FREAK

when it comes to my music.

Yeah sorry. But its the sad sad truth.

People like Rob Zombie? Bands like Korn?

Slipknot?

Oh boy am I a fan :)

Currently I'm listening to Dragula by Rob Zombie.

Yes

he is as freaky as his name sounds.

Imagine Angelina Jolie and

Billy Bob Thornton on

steroids.

OH yeah

And Godsmack?

Don't get me started

It's not the BA feeling you get in the car as you drive down the road.

It's the rush you get as

they get into their guitar riffs

Mmm and they don't look bad either ;) Haha okay perv moment over.

Updates

So I haven't blogged on here in a while...and honestly its cause I feel like I don't have anything to say that's not military related, which is really kinda sad and depressing to be perfectly honest. I got into a really competetive nursing program at UTK and I think I'm definitely gonna go there as a result. It's like super hard to get into, most applicants don't get into the Nursing program part of it until their Junior years of college, so I'm really lucky and blessed with that. Besides that I don't have anything to say...*pathetic* Oh a picture of my love in Japan! He's the one on the right of the picture. Even though he doesn't look particularly happy...I still love that boy dearly :) And I've gotta go loves :)

Award!!

I gots an award today!!! From the fabulous Delainey over at Life As I Know It her blog is super cute, she has the most Ahmazing background. And she's engaged too :) Although she's getting married in only a few months, and I have to say I'm super excited about that fact for her

Alright so I have to tell 7 things about myself.

1) I'm extremely short. Like 5'2 I would add in the half but...some would call that picky. Ahem DJ...lol

2) I'm in Spanish 3 and I'm drowning...

3) I'm growing my hair out LONG like down to my belly button because I'm tired of my shoulder length look

4) I love snow but I'm quickly getting tired of all of this BLIZZARD we've been getting

5) I love many people and my only hope is to have them love me in return :)

6) I can't stand happy couples right now. Sorry...especially if they're in my face about it. It really just annoys the heck outta me

7) The bell just rang and I gotta go :)

Lalala :)

Alright...sooo...school :/. I'm officially in Anatomy and Physiology. It's gonna help me in college I guess....and I'll need it to be a Nurse. Buuuut...idk. I mean I love the teacher, she helped me ALOT when I was applying for colleges and I really admire her, but I feel like I'm not at a place right now, especially with everything thats going on, to be able to handle such a fast paced class. But maybe its what I need? I just don't know anymore...the only thing I seem to be able to focus on is the fact that its my

LAST SEMESTER AS A HIGH SCHOOLER

I know, its a lot to take in ;) But how do you think I feel??? I feel like this year has flown by, and I only hope that it keeps right on flying...I'm waiting for Julyish thats my dream month right now. If I can just make it to July then I know I'll be good. I'll have spent the time before then working my butt of in school, graduation vacation with amazing family the day I graduate, no joke, and after that a road trip with some of the most amazing girls EVER...There's me, Baby Bop (thanks for the name baby :) ), HMW, Shellshock, Firetruck, and the new addition Triple S :) Why all the nicknames?? Well general public, HMW and Baby Bop are planning a book deal from our adventures on this trip. Unattainable? NAH we can do it and it shall be epicly amazing and you will all buy it and laugh, cry, and grow along with us as we tour the nudie camp grounds in East and Middle and heck all over Tennessee. BUT we will wear clothing. Because thats just grody... :)

In other news...I hurted my nankle (ankle in MJ speak) and bruised my foot pretty badly...oops...hehe. It sucks and hurts and my first thought upon falling was "I WANT MATT"

Just a bit about me :) haha

I looooove this poem thingy


You don't know, but I'm the girl who cries every morning, and hopes every night for his safe return. I'm the girl who drags herself out of bed every morning so that he will be proud of her when he comes home. I'm the girl who lies in bed longing for him to be lying next to me. I'm the girl who sits quietly during class because all I can think about is that next moment when he will safely be in my arms again. You don't know, but I'm the girl with a million things to say, but not one will come out without the thought of him. I'm the girl who checks my cell phone every five seconds just to make sure I haven't missed his call. I'm the girl who stops and stares and wishes for him to return soon each and every time another man in uniform walks by.

What you don't know is that I know love on an entirely different level from most. I know the love that spans time and space; that love that most people are constantly searching for. I'm one of the girls who waits months for a single kiss; a kiss that will make the months apart worth every second. A kiss where everything in the world stops and for what seems like eternity, you can see into that person's soul and know that without them, life is not worth living. You tell me, I'm too young to be "so in love"; I know that love has no age limit. You tell me I don't even understand what love is, I tell you, I know more love in one homecoming, than most know in a life time. You don't know that every time he leaves part of me goes with him and part of him stays with me. You tell me that people change and I tell you, true love with always remain constant and steady. You tell me, I'm too young to be married, I tell you, and I'm too in love to not be. You tell me you know how I feel and that you understand what I'm going through; you have no idea. What you don't realize is that I understand the true meaning of not only love, but of longing and anticipation.

MY Year

Its us *gasp* This is perhaps my favorite picture :) He's a touch of a redneck...well touch as in drinks 'shine like its water and has a love of guns and knives :) Can also unlock car doors with a fishing pole... O.o Don't ask lol we locked outselves outta the truck and it ALMOST worked. It was just too short. *love that boy*

Maybe it's not my weekend but it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction to everything I fear
'Cause I've been going crazy, I don't wanna waste another minute here

Soo this song ("Weightless" by All Time Low) is gonna be my anthem this year. :) This is gonna be the year I start college, graduate high school, turn eighteen and start making a life of my own. Oh boy am I READY. This is the year that I, no WE survive a deployment, the year I grow as a person into the person I'm always gonna be.

Woo I'm feelin pumped! I officially have no 4th period until January 18th. So I'm gonna be working on...well something til then since I leave school at 2. And after that I only have a 4th every Tuesday from 2-5!!!! Boosh!! Maybe I'll work on Michelle's blog for her. *formal offer* I would loooove that!!! :)

Spanish 3 is gonna kick my butt this year...its all conversational and I haven't had spanish in almost two full years...crap it. Maybe I can get some tutoring or something??

The INTRO

This is my fiance :)
MEEEEEE


My "sister" Ammyyyy!!!

Alright, so there are three other girls in my life whom I depend greatly on but...I don't have pictures of them. You can find one at fatehappens.blogspot.com and the other at michellebryanamarinewife.blogspot.com mmmkay??? Because they're gorgeous and awesome and the best.

Anywho. About me. Alright. I have another blog called mjandmatt.blogspot.com check it out if you wanna...but you don't hafta :) I'm seventeen, about to graduate high school and engaged to that pretty boy up there. He's also a Marine. This blog is my normal 17 year old stuff blog and the other is for my deployment issues...and there are manyyy. So there won't be a lot of drama military things here :) I need a place to just be meee not Matt's MJ but MJ's MJ.

I love The Notebook
I love being cheesy with people
I love often and I love hard

Those are the three main things about me that I find necessary to share :)